well, this isnt going to get me anywhere. no one is here to read this and no one is hear to validate these feelings. no one is here to listen. i miss him so much. yes, it is smarter. yes, it is better. but i am just lonely without him here. what am i to do when all i can love is the one thing that i cannot. what am i to say when he tells me he loves me? i cannot say it back. oh but i do. i do. i do. what am i to say when he tells me he misses me, i must hold back i cannot go on. like this, or that. the boundires and lines and curves that we must go around. i want will have to can must fight to keep waiting. keep pushing, praying, proceeding.
i wish there was someone who could hold him while im away, tell him everythings ok.
that i love him, that i need him and that im never giving up.
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what i know goes like this:
"Although the Lord gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, your teachers will be hidden no more; with your own eyes you will see them. Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, 'This is the way; walk in it.'"
[isaiah 30:20-21]
you are loved, jessica lynn vickery.
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