oh dear. God has blatently opened doors wider than can be imaginable for me.

this family and that store
or that family and that store.

how good of a God to even allow me to keep my job wherever i have to move? hahahha. You are so good to me, sneaky even.

well. today has been ridiculous. muggy, like im swimming. i spend the entire weekend away from home. (like i even have one) jillian and caleb make my heart feel more questioning, but more solid than ever before. but today was a day that made me ask " are we forcing ourselves to like each other? to want to be together, and to be friends?" it was a day when i felt like i was meant for no one.

hurting people hurt people, but i have a hero complex.

Oh L-rd!