oh boy. life is such a whirlwind to me. but this romance inside me, this beating heart. it slows it down. i could go years, just for a few seconds of this feeling. i am all alone in this. no one will understand. i know that, and i hope it stays that way forever. i cant even find words to explain it. its like this: furious winds. confusing mirages. huge, huge setbacks. changes, ups and down, all arounds. everything is different, every second. but there is this distant light far away that is always set right in front of my. and by surprise it comes close, through the winds. breaks past the barries, tears down invisible walls, and upon a closer look its a bright angel. it softens, moves closer. and holds me. im safe here.

i am safe here.

get behind me satan, bring it all now or later. i dont care. i know where i am safe.